God never fails!
that's after the o levels. i managed to get a short part time job together with fiona and earned some cash. although i spent most of time slacking and wasting my life away, i also did many fun stuffs like meeting up with people and went back to 10th! since it was holidays, i'm able to go back to parades to help out and it was good because it's been a long time after o levels that i go for gb.
thank God for the results. though it was not a single digit, i thought i did well. everything was on my own, i didn't depend on tuition. all glory goes to God!
something which i was committed during the holidays, right after o levels. every practice we had was full of fun and sweat. there were times that different people felt like giving up. nevertheless, we managed through God's strength and even managed to get a silver award and our very first best commander award. tell me how awesome God is!
only God was able to let us complete the steps within 2 weeks! it was something which i spend quite a portion of my time during the four months long holiday, but i thought it was worth it. can't believe that i actually burst into tears for this when i was over pressurized by it. HAHAHAHA.
(oh! i enjoyed the pd gatherings and also some discussions we had on msn with various people. ;) HAHAHAHAHAHA!)things were crazy and it took me a long time to even adapt to the polytechnic lifestyle. i prayed like crazy for God to bring me through. i met great people in class and out of class. i learnt many things from the different people i worked with and eventually went through the entire semester. all by God's guidance.
this is supposingly the last camp that i went for, as a gb girl, besides badge camp in 2007. competition was tough and although i didn't managed to get the award, the experience i had with God during the sessions were great. it was the only camp which i felt God so much. especially when passion of christ was played during the session.
something that i have to thank God every year. this year i am blessed by many wishes and i enjoyed myself, receiving birthday wishes from everybody. thank you God, for bringing me to this world and allow me to grow healthily. also, for this 17 years, even though i haven't accepted You right from the start, thank you for making my paths and being there for me.
another incident which i really depended and surrendered everything to Him. it was a tough period of the year. the news of grandpa's illness was hard to deal with and it was a time where i faced the word 'death' so closely. seeing how momsie became so affected by the phone calls from malaysia and also witnessing her crying uncontrollably for the very first time, it was just difficult to handle the situation. however, i remembered one night whereby i held on to momsie's hand and prayed together with her asking for peace. sister, momsie and i couldn't hold our tears and cried. even though grandpa still left us, i knew God was there to make me strong so that i could support momsie during the funeral itself. thank you Jesus.
- FIRST MISSION TRIP OF MY LIFE
i almost couldn't make it for this trip because i fear the rejection that my parents would give when i ask them. also, they rejected a few times before they agreed to it. i remembered telling snn that i could make it the very last minute and i managed to go cambodia with the others. it was definitely an awesome trip. i really learnt many stuffs from it and my life got impacted very much by the entire trip. had fun bonding with the team members especially when we returned to our rooms and got to chat with joey so much, including the deepest darkest secrets. HAHAHAHAHAHA! i'm sure in the years to come, i'll blog on the different mission trips that i've went. :D
the story impacted me much. the faith of the parents in God, indescribable. keep the faith.
time of thanksgiving and appreciation. this year's christmas was much different from the previous years because i got to celebrate with many groups of people - brigade, cell group and even family members. thank God for letting me end the year in such a blast.
even if this is a new year, God is still going to be as faithful as He always is. two years of relationship with Him and He never fails. 2009 wouldn't be the same without Him. i'm looking forward to His works in 2010. i'm sure it's going to be better and more BOOMZ!
thank you: dad, momsie, sister, brother, aiais, honeyzxzxzxzx, kairos and so many more people that God had placed in my life. thank all of you for making my 2009 a pleasant year as well as giving me never-ending encouragements. LOVE YA! ♥
another century had passed.
HAPPY 22nd CENTURY!
blog more on my countdown experience the next post!
stay tuned.
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