an issue

i have an issue which i find it difficult to share. it has made me struggle all this while. i thought that i've gotten over this issue but, incidents after incidents, i realised i've only cast this issue aside and when incidents happen, the issue will be brought up again. just like digging the same wound over and over again.

it hasn't been easy all this while to cast the issue aside. each time the wound is dug, emotions will be affected. i get reminded of what had happened.

people tend to bring up this issue accidentally. i can't blame them for doing so. but, at the same time, i really can't believe what some can do that is so irritable. really childish acts.

i don't know how long i can tolerate. i don't know how to deal with it.

:(